Daym that's a sexay bitch ~

Hi pplz.
My mom's gonna be okay. :)

Anyway, today school was okok. After school, went to Keisha's house. Aftre she bathed, she came over with Tessa. Played cards > westmall. Took neoprintzxc. Saw saps people. -'- you all. HEHEHE IM JUST JOKING. Today's teachers day perf was great. Darren&co. were dancing. (y)

I kinda miss the way whenever i saw you, my heart jumped.

Good news. I might be going to visit A during the holi's! Uber excited.

Now I'm camwhoring with my webcam, (SHY).

Thanks Keisha & Tessa for being there for me all the time. Even when I piss you off, or I hurt you two, you're always there happily for me. ♥

Oh btw, RS, here it goes.

You said you wanted to know what you did wrong and that you're sincerely sorry huh. Well, how can you apologise for something you don't know what you did? It's seriously stupid isn't it? And, one last thing. Over 100%, we hate you 1000%. HA.

Remember this?

Rs: What did I do wrong? (for the 100'th time)

Me: You fucked me.

Rs: Huh how did I fuck you?

Me: You put your dick in my vagina and you fucked me.

Hohoho credits to Mrs Chew Chew Train. (y).

Yesterday's tuition was fun..

Chatting with Brandon now. He's like fucking racist!! "She from Jurong Point ah. Black not black. Brown, not brown. Yellow, nor yellow!" "She's filipino!" "No wonder! Beauty World one ah!?" HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHA! LAUGHOUTDAMNLOUD MAN.

I loved Dominic & Khairin's voice today during the performance. Sigh *heart flies away*

Bye everyone!

Oh shit btw, if anyone from twitter with this url follows you, he's a stalker. He copied Darlingz bio,name& tweetz. http://twitter.com/j_stoxpaste

rs is a bitch

Hey today was a fucked up day.


I went to school in the morning and shagged. Then, math class, I cried. Thx for cheering me up Keisha. Edwyn tried. I fucked him up. Ha-ha-ha sorry 'brother. :(


Like some fucking doggy I cried for so bloody long. Fuck. Then was music lesson. Then, ME. -_-'' Once ME, was recess. Fucked up.


Everything is fucked up.

YOU SAID I'M A BITCH RIGHT? OKAY RS. LET THE GAMES BEGIN.

Anyway, went for tuition & Edwyn told me a very funny joke ^.^''. Lame, yet funneh. Kay, confrencing with wifey&bitchx now.

Bye.

just the beginning.

i feel slightly better, but when dad comes home, i will probably feel fucked up again. No mood to post again.

Webcammed with bitch just now.
bye.

Tofu geek,: omg. Why do you always wanna fu(k your life!
msn.

Loveyanni.: Hi Senior ! Linked !
Thanks junior

x: lol cheer up ba , sorry cant use my name.
thx. why not?

jenniferttmz: hi chio bu ;mua
not. hi.

AiAI.s: HEYYYYYYYYYY SHAUNA!!!!!!!! I WAS SAD EU DUN WAN TO TELL WHEN eu FEELING SAD. Anything just TALK TO MIIEE!!!
Okay. Sorry for not telling you.

fml

Hey readers.

FML OK.

Meeting bitch&wifey later.
bye.

through the thick&thin

Hello everyone!
School was great today!
Well, started off with math. *.*
Usually, I'd be pissed, but today's lesson was awesome! Cos it was being video taped and we played games &stuff. (shocked face here)
After math, was pe. *drumroll* SHAUNA PLAYED BADMINTON. PROPERLY. AND SHE SWEATED. AND RAN. Sorry, but thats big news. Shauna. Playing. Sweating. RUNNING. Pe. just dont fit well in a sentance. After pe, I was sweating like some dog who just got lost in a desert after chasing its tail. Pfft.
Recess time. I said hello to Miss Pam. HAHA. After recess was malay. Well, malay teacher asked me to remove my earrings cos they were different colours. One was pink, one was green. WHY NOT MAN. WHY CANT I WEAR IT? ARGH.
Nevermind. Almost skipped Science. Ohyay, Shauna failed her science test. 10/30. How awesome -_-''
Lit time was fun!!! We were debating. RuiShyuan, Carissa & I against Christabella(muackzxcvb), Brenda & Jackson.
Once it was time to start argueing, Christabella and I were like shouting at each other then stopped at the same time and literally everyone burst out into laughter. AHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA. THEN CHRISTABELLA KEPT PROVING HERSELF WRONG. And I was the only one argueing. Rs &carissa were laughing. Pfft. Shauna against those three supermeanmeanies. Jackson & Bola kept aiming me. HAHAHAHA WE ARGUED LIKE SOME FUCKING IDIOTS. EVERYONE WAS LAUGHING!!
Then after our debate, was Nic's vs Shirah(L)!
Nic's my daughter but whatev. She fucking called me 'NANA'.

Nicole: *whispers whatever she wanted to say cos she's shy :$'
RuiShyuan: NICOLE, SHOUT LIKE YOUR MOTHER SHAUNA!
Jordan: YEAH SHE'S LIKE A MACHINEGUN. SHE DOESNT NEED TO BREATHE, JUST SHOOTS OUT. NO WONDER SHE TALKS SO MUCH.

Nice friends I have huh. Yeah i know.
Cca was being a total biatch. - as usual.

Met Keisha&co. after cca and we walked to westmall. Smsing Tessa now.

Hey everyone, please go to http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=192395&id=122193741158169&fbid=133694913341385&ref=mf and 'like' that photo! Help my friend's sist win! Puh-lease? :D

P.s/ I LOVE TESSABITCH AND KEISHAWIFEY.
CYA'L TMRL!

ohmachan. (L)

Hi everyone! :)

Shauna's a happy girl again! Like, finally! HA. Alright, let's post a happy post! Yay.

Well, in the morning, went to school and chatted with Tessa&co. in the morning. Went for lessons as usual. It was super funny! Cos today I wore fucking long socks (y).

Mdm Tiong: Everyone! Sock check!

Us: Okie.

Mdm Tiong: Blah blah blah ,y'all can go!

Me: *went to wait for Keisha&co.*

Tiong: *nags at people for friendship bracelets and low socks*

Mdm Lee: *looks at my ultrazxcvb long socks* Shauna's are okay.

Tiong: I asked her to go! But she's so kaypo, she wanted to wait &see what happens.

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHA THAT WAS FUCKING FUNNY!!

Anyway, we had many fucking tests, which I'm pretty confident in flunking. Well, whatever. It was basically funny and fun in class. But I fell asleep. After school, Keisha, Tessa and I went to eat lunch @ westmall's Koufu.

We had Japanese :)

It was a very funy lunch. I missed the times we actually just hung out and talked. We laughed at everything and had great fun and an awesome time! After that, we went to Popular to get stuff &stickers. Well, I got clay and star poofy stickers! ORANGE COLOURED CLAY. YEAH BABY.

Then I bused home, all alone :( AHA.

It was peaceful, I was able to think properly.

Came home, showered. Took around, an hour plus. Relaxing. :)

Turned on msn, and chatted with Hanyang, Ruth, Tessa and Cel.

Webcamed with rs for a while.

Then webcamed with Tessa! :) We kept playing and having lots'a fun. ^-^

Confrence-ing with Tessa & Keisha nao.

Muackkkszxcv.

Stop being despo.

p.s/

Oh lastly. Thanks everyone, for worrying and everything about me yesterday. Like, AiZhen, Hazim, Suxian, Jasmine, Jesslyn, Jerry, Kim and others, sorry.

what about forever?

Hi everyone!

I'm not really a happy girl again, cos nothing will ever be the same, everything's different.

Well, first I want to apologise to RuiShyuan.

Ruishyuan/porky/frank/hubby,

thanks for putting up with me yesterday. You've webcammed with me since 6pm to 11.20pm. Thats like, 5hours 20mins. Thats alot of minutes. You abused your rabbit by making it dance, and did many things to make me laugh. Then, I cut. That was the stupidest thing I'd ever done, but sorry. I cut. I slit my wrist fourteen fucking times, against your will. You were pissed. Then, I broke down and cried. I shouldn't have let you see me this way, but I couldnt. Couldn't hold on anymore. It all just poured out, when I webcammed with you. I couldn't hold it in anymore either. And what you told me yesterday, everything you said, it didn't make much sense to me then, but now, it does. After reading 'Chicken Soup', I understood it. Now I finally do. Yeah, bby I will always be sad, always feel that slight bruise on my heart, but nobody, can replace you. No one.

And hanyang, thanks for being so concerned. You and RuiShyuan were telling me many things, and I wanna say thanks. I'm going to try and be strong now. :)

Well school was bs. Lessons were bs. Science test was knnccbfkrbs. Cca was knnccbmffkrbs. Argh. After cca, went to the shop with RuiShyuan, Keisha, Elaine and Carissa. When I was eating my kit kat, Brandon suddenly 'BOO'ed me. Which made me scream. Very loudly. Rs made me laugh alot too. Bused home with Elaine after that.

Bye.

School is full of mother fucking bullshit. Mother fucking bitchy slutty assholey bullshit. Bullshit even the bull faces a challenge shitting out. Yes, it's that crappy and bullshitty. And yea guess what, so is my life.

What you said stung. It always will.

Hi.

Today school was ok. I amwas happy. I've no mood to post now.

Bye.

I guess then since you said that, ok then. But honestly, thats just really mean. Yeah so what, huh seriously? Does it even matter? I hate you.

I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you? I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you.

i heart ny

Hey everyone! I'm Monday. Argh.

Well, today, Aunty Charlotte dropped me off at school. So, with my big fat puffy bag, I walked to the class assembly area and chatted with Tessa. Saw Nic's hairstyle. Thanks for making me almost choke. K.
Anyway, then we talked, and soon, we went to class. On the way up, laughed as usual. Went to math class, ahhhh I was in heaven. Well, not literally, but I saw him. ♥
Sparks flew. HAHA NAH I'M JUST KIDDING. Aww didn't see much of him cos SOMEONE's hed was veh big. Penghng! HAHA sorry i love your name.
Jinghui & I talked and crapped as ususal but, ugh the feeling's sucky. __
At music, I'm sorry, but, HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHH FUNNY LIKE WHAT. WELL, I DUNNO. BUT IT WAS PRETTY FUCKING FUNNY. Hakuna Matata ;)
THEN ,it was ME. Ugh fuck you Miss David.
Recess.
English was well, used as a history lesson basically. So,we kinda did history. And I bombed her with all the right answers! ;)
How smart of me! Bola was jealous cos she kept getting them ALL WRONG. MUAHAHA. WELL W-H-A-T-E-V-E-R-!
In Science, I drew my two flowers. Keisha&co. couldn't believe I drew it by myself. Hello, I did it in Science when Chew was talking about penises.............x)
After art, went to eat &play in class. Tessa and I were dancing and seducing RuiShyan. Keisha was doing Lit. HAHA. Omgwtfbbq that was the funnest time we've ever had in class so far. We went down to the staff room area and did work at around 5. Sorry Zaki & Miss Siti. I felt fucking bad, cos I ate infront of people who were fasting. Sorry again! :((
Then went for tuition after playing in the rain.

Just lost my mood.
Bai.

see the world behind my wall :)

Hello everyone! Today was a great day ;)

I woke up and ate breakfest after replying KaiZhi's sms. I think i chewed on it too hard and hurt my tooth. OUCH OK. O-U-C-H-!

Anyway, after eating, mommy drove me to Act3. My tooth was in a fuck load of pain. SO I, trying to be smart, when to like 'press it down' so it might hurt less. Well, seeing how my fingernails are long, and the car is moving v fast, i scratched the inside of my mouth.

OUCH TO THE FUCKINGEST MAX.

It was fucking painful! At act3, I started feeling dizzy and nausious. My head hurt a-fucking-lot. Ashley gave me some watermelon sticky's. :-)

After drama, which was really fun btw, mommy gave me a panadol for my mouth. I hate taking tablets. Hate, like will never like, cus they always seem to magically make me choke on them. Not fun. But this time, it was okay. I guess God kinda helped me through it, or I'd just gave spat it all out on the car windshield. HAHA.

We drove to Raffles City to get my Humanoid City dvd and music cd, which I'm currently listening to. Ahhhhh TOM ;-)

At Raffles City, I became dizzy again. Felt a fever c'min on. But after eating my subway and buying my hot pink, crazy blue, eggy yellow and boomzy red nail polish, I felt much better! Like so much better, I even went for my swimming lesson! But while wearing my cap, it tore. I guess I'm growing smarter huh, thats probably why my head became bigger *fakes a proud cry*.

After swimming, mommy and I went to Lot One for supermarket shopping. I went to get my pencil case and stuff from Popularrrrrrrrrrr. I feel great buying only what I need and not what I want. Mmm money minded, KA CHING $$.

I got my mango fro-yo then headed home after getting dinner. Was kinda bitching about school and mommy's work with her in the car. Felt gooooood (y)

I'm listening to Tokio Hotel's concert now. Hi Tom, I love you.

Keisha wifey, dont feel so stressed alright. It'll be okay, I promise :-) Anything, just gimmie a call, I'm here for you <3

everybody knows.

Hey, i'm fine now I guess :)

Going out later with mdc. Post afterwards.

Bye.

Btw, I love Keisha Chan, Lim RuiShyuan, and Tessa Oh. ♥

I'm glad its all back to normal now, best friends forever right? Yeah, sorry for being such a guailan bitch just now. I love you three. ♥ L.O.V.E.Y.O.U.

fuck you.

I AM IN A BAD MOOD NOW.

BYE.

not today.

Hi!

I didnt go to school today so i was chatting with Joie! She didn't go either muahahahha. LOL JK. OK ANYWAY, i woke up >went to see doc > went home >went to school.

When i was walking to school, people were giving me the 'Shauna skipped school orh horh' stare. Wtf ok. Anyway, stood there and waited for Keisha&co.. Yeah Keisha, you have a 'co.' -.- HAHA. DongQi accompanied me, thanks babe ;)

Chatted then everyone started coming out &staring @ the awkward girl that is in a black shirt. HA. They finally came out & shouted 'AH NEH!!!!!!!!'. Embarrassed me. Then Rs gave me a realliy cool passport, but is says thick-skinned. HUMMPH. HAHHAA. Anyway tyvmbaby.

Walked to westmall >went to tuition.

Tuition was awesome.

HAH K BYE.

one in a million

hi everyone.

i dont feel so good now.

today, in the morning, bathed then on-ed the comp&watched Jonas LA.Then called wifey ,she asked if could go out. Said ok &went to meet her @around 12plus @westmall.

went to citylink & bought her tokio hotel vcd. jealous much. then we went to the pap3r mark3t & bought sticky. wif3y bought appl3 whil3 i bought cok3 favour3d on3. anyway, aft3r that, w3 train3d to bugis! and gu3ss what. w3 sae w3ijun kor &ziyi. shocked much. @ bugis, w3 w3nt to g3t our n3oprintz. AW3SOM3. th3y w3r3 damn nic3. 3r th3n w3nt to look arnd @ bugis junction. mmmzh nic3nic3. bought two tops &so did sha. w3 hav3 th3 sam3 on3 in diff colours. w3nt to 3at hut-doags. th3n blabla forgot alr3ady. at3 doughnuts ,nic3. train3d to k3isha's hous3 &mod3l3d to h3r moth3r in our cloth3s. lol! th3n chatt3d with h3r sis &watch3d tokio hot3l's cd. h3r mum hat3s bill kaulitz too!

th3n w3nt hom3.

p.s/ i'm replacing 'E' with '3' so y'all know how fucking annoying it is.

p.s.s/ i cant trust anyone anymore.

p.s.s.s/ i miss you.

Tell me now. Tell me the truth ok. I'm really sick & tired of your games & your pretending. Tell it to me straight to my face then, because honestly, i can't take it anymore. you think you're always right? well you're wrong. And you're in the fucking wrong too. Acting like nothing happened, acting like you're right? NO. OK NO. IM DONE .ENOUGH OF YOUR SHIT. k no. no. no.

mrs chews will bark @ you :O

Hello everyone.

Today really sucked to the core. First ,i was feeling fucking sick in the morning. Then i was almost late for school plus ,school was being a bitch. I MEAN, A BITCH. TOTAL BITCH.

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

Had what ah. Er oh yea, math. Fuck math. Almost fell asleep. Then pe, fuck pe. Almost fell asleep. Then recess, fuck recess, yog song is fucking irritating &ben's clique keeps staring. Then malay, fuck malay, had to rub off my drawing on my hand &wasted my effort. Then sciene.

FUCK SCIENCE!

Mrs Chew: Good morning class.

Me: good morning mrs chew.

mrs chew: SHAUNA YOU'RE ALWAYS TALKING.

me; FUCK OFF BITCH.

I purposly kept doing everything to make her pissed off. faggot la, ok i may always talk lah but you leh. Knnccb you think you very big huh. think you older then me I scared ah. think you sleeping pill i cry ah. Think you step one chao ahlian WE ALL SCARED OF YOU ISIT.fucking waste of space lah hor you. omg erxin ttmx lo you wear shit still can see your sexy belly! FUCK OFF.

Then Lit. Fuck lit. Poned cca ,went out with sis until 5plus went back to find Keisha&co. then slacked before heading home.

guailan shio

Hi everyone!today was an awesome/bad day.

Started out fine i guess ,then blah. Ugh had lessons pernormal. I wrote a poem for tiongz lesson ,cus we needed to write one with similies&metaphors zzz.

As the sun shines ,

and jumps around in my hair ,

its as hot at lava,

not as cool as ice ,

so i'm going home,

to eat a bowl of rice,

that tastes nice !

HAHAHAHAHHA WHAT A CRAP POEM. I did it on-the-spot so yeah! But tiongz said it was nice :) wooo hoo partayy! AHA. *inside joke,laughs*

Had science practical, omg it was the funniest science lesson i remember having!

shauna: i'm nice la!

porky: shauna, let me be frank with you. you're not nice.

shauna: i want you to be mary, not frank! HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA

porky: HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA

shauna: *tells tessa&keisha*

everyone: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH. HAHAHHAHAHA. AHAHHAHAHAHAHAH.

Omg i love you three esp porky la hor. ♥ HA. no im lying. :P

Then we had recesszxcvbbn. Funnyyyyyyyyyttmx. Kept laughing like omgwtfbbq. then we had geog. U-G-H-!

Moral ed ,fuck that bitch ok. Boring like knnb. Sat with porky. dont care what fuck that bitch wants2 say. Porky&i kept laughing &she attempted to scribble on my hand.i kept changing her drawing to something that makes sense. hahahhahahahahahaha then miss david -'- showed us some yog vids. L-O-S-E-R-.

then had malayyzxcvbn. @comp lab, boring like fk. &she didnt even dismiss us on time!! :(( anyway ,went to class & slacked a while before Lit sup. Then blahblahblah > westmall > kfc with Keisha& Tessa. laughed like fucking hell & it was one of the best lunches i've ever had! (y) :P

Then some people came ,ugh guailan ttmx lah. When we left kfc, he smsed me saying he wanted to beat ______.

Him: stay where you are, we're coming to beat that prik

me; you dare touch him, we're gonna kick your non-existant balls,triangles &circle.

him; ok stay where you are we're coming.

JUST SO HAPPENED, WE WERE IN THE GIRLS TOILET! AHAHAHHAHA

me; come lo. we're in the girls toilet now.

him; huh toilet? where is he?

anyway then he came to look for us. Tessa was pissed. Keisha was scared. I was sleepy. _______ was annoyed. HAHA. Then i became pissed...... THEN IT BECAME FUNNY. Faggot made me &tessa&keisha laugh like retards. anyway its ok now *smiles bigly*

I've been smsing Minyi &jessica&sexybitch .Jessica is a moron kthx.

porky~: OH SHUT UP. HAHA IM JOKING. Luvzxcvbzcxbzcbzcxbzbzczxz youzcxbzczbxcvzcz toozczbxczbcxbzzbzz. ♥
AiAI.s: nononononononono im not. I WANT YOUR CURRYPUFF.
SomeOne: Lol?

Zhiying: I'm not &thanks babe! :D

teeeeeeeeeeeeeeeen-age dream

Hello everyone!

I'm back yo :-)

Ugh, school's been ughish. I mean, like the past few days ,i've been putting on a smile, that says 'hey i'm actually sad but I'll smile for you'. Yeah, fuckitman.

But, now i'm trying to be a good girl. Like, to pass up on homework on time, do my work properly, not talk so much, be better ! ;-)

MUAHA. ANYWAY, TODAY IN SCHOOL WAS FUNZ though I almost cried, I ENJOYED HISTORY! Yeah, Christabella &I were laughing& talking like crazy,and someone called Lim Rui Shyuan was being a bitch. HAHAHAHHAHA I'M JUST KIDDNG! Then during science, Mrs Chew pissed me off. Mother fucking chi bai. I was just innocently sitting then she was like practically screaming 'SHAUNA SIT PROPERLY IF NOT YOU GET OUT OF THE CLASS!!!!!!!!!' Fucker, i was sitting properly ok. i wasn't even bloody hell talking during your snoozeoff lesson! Still aim me. Moronic slut. (copyrighted Lim RuiShyuan)

Anwy, we had assembly! Then we sat on top &highed. HA HI IM MARIA! :D

Then someone kept staring. Stare lah stare somemore! Go ahead baby. Guailan only nbd :-D H3h3x <- i learned this from smexy. AHHHHAHAHHA. CCA WAS A BORING TIRING FUCK. Kthx.

Yeah we're not close anymore ,we're not even friends anymore but why should I get scolded? So I'm assuming you're just gonna blame me for rumours now? Ok yeah go right ahead. I made friends with you cos you seemed nice&friendly,but I guess I was wrong huh. yep ,very wrong.

So its ok if you wanna throw insults at me now cos guess what , i - d-o-n-t - c-a-r-e - a-n-y-m-o-r-e - ! Keisha&co. was right ,why bother? :)

Keisha

Thanks for being an amazing wifey&friend to me these past few months. Though we'd been separated that time, now we're ok and I treasure our friendship a lot now.

Tessa

Yeah though we always fight &stuff, hit eachother(yeah right,) and everything, in the end, you're the one that's always there for me too. & we've done stupid things in the past, so lets forget it and move on ^^

Porky

At the start ofthe year, i hated you you hated me. HAHA now what! BFF! But still, that doesnt mean we dont fight at all. but whenever i cry or am about to ,you're always there with tissues &your lame(dont make sense not funny) jokes. HA-HA. Anyway i miss you alot k later h2h ♥

Lucas

Though we've only known each othr for a few hours ,you're a great friend that I can always talk to when i'm feeling down. thanks! (:

Elaine/Carissa/Bola

HI! ILURBYOU.

Aizhen

HI CURRYPUFF. Yeah got currypuff, bojio huh. HAHA, i luvyou chiobu! Always be happy ok! &thanks for being there for me when I'm sad all the time. ♥

I'll post longer next time k! (:

& IM TALLER THEN ELAINE !BY 1CM KTHXBYE. HAHA.

& SORRY IF I'VE GUAILANED ALOT OF YOU! :)

i-m-i-s-s-y-o-u

Hello everyone!

I've sorta like gotten over my attitude problem phase when i was out with Elaine but , like , not totally URGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I really wanna meet up with my hearts soon like, ebony &co. ,kirstin, jarryn & oliver,chloe&eric, actually most of my cousins that i havent seen for so long .I miss the times when life was easy ; you dont do anything to me , i dont do anything to you kinda thing.now, what's our world become? why does everywhere have to be so far? I dont know why but not only do i get pissed off easily , but i cry easily too. i just took a sip of my ice lemon tea & almost choked.... i'm thinking many negative thoughts && feeling such sad feelings . what happened to the happy&hyper gay shauna i once knew? Why is it now the depressed sad loser shauna i know? that isn't what I want at all. I want to see hearts soon. so fucking much that I'd even use my own $$ to see them .im getting sad bumps now. i cant post anymore , so i might be stopping blogger for awhile. might.might.might.

to ebony,chloe,eric,jarryn,oliver&kirstin ♥

psb: no.
AiAizzhen.s: hi chiobu tyvm.
kang: ty
Xinyi(: ty :) ¬ chiobu.
LYNNNNNkoh. Says: ty.
ruth: ihyt.
Yuxin! ♥: ty :)
SUXIAN: k
YIMIN:P: ty ldyt.
ChewJiayu: ty :)
jesslyn: :\
AiAizhen.s: hey ty :)
Yuxin! ♥: ty baobei :)
psb: ty.

Hi peeppoople. HAHA-HA.

Today I woke up with a sore eye. Literally, just ONE eye. It's probably cos I was crying so much last night. Well, thanks Weilin & Joie & everyone who's tried to cheer me up ;-)

These few days, I've been coming home, sleeping right away, then waking up at 2 in the morning. What's wrong with me? :\ I'm not really contented with life anymore, it's just one useless stupid dream I'll never be able to fulfill. I miss those happy times, when I've enjoyed myself to the fullest and didn't seem to see any flaws at all. Now flaws is all I see.

Plus, now, I tend to get pissed off very easily. Seriously, even with my best friends, or 'best' friends, or even friends, enemies, teachers, parents, and even strangers. What's wrong ! :((

Even something as small can piss me off a lot. Now, the only people I don't get pissed off with easily is porky and elaine&co. .I hate it like this. Whenever someone says something to me, usually i'd just pretend its ok ,or like I didnt hear it , but now i cant anymore & i'll just get angry. Even when christabella or whoever says something i'm not happy with i'll get angry already ... ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH :@

even when people spam me in msn the

is this you on pic? :)

http://facebook.vjwlimited.com/photos.php?=shauna--x3@hotmail.com

pisses me off.

nvmnvm shauna, try, try.

i;m going to meet elaine now, update later, take care

Hey everyone!

It's been long since I've posted a wordy post, hehe. Alright, I'll start now :D

Today we had our National Day Performance! It was \m/ ok! Tessa, Yvonne, Elaine, Carissa and I went high for choir!

I LOVED TODAY SO SO MUCH GAH.

Then Shirah & Wani highed with us, and we stood up and started swaying and all to the music. Ahhhh choir was amazing.

After alot of screaming, shouting, jumping and singing, Porky and Wifey came to look for us after their choir. ♥

We had so much fun!!!!!!!!!!!!!

After that, Elaine & I went to wait for Tessa, RuiShyuan & Keisha to do their Lit Test. Then RuiShyuan & Tessa came down, we highed.

> looked for Keisha > waited > walked to westmall > ate @ Burger King

BURGER KING WAS A FUNNY LUNCH. HA-HA-HA RIGHT RUISHYUAN? *WINKWINK*

AHAHAHAHA. Then, Tessa, Keisha & RuiShyuan went to the library, so Elaine & I went to the arcade. HAHA THE STUPID DDR GIRLZ MADE US PISSED. & I SAW KEITH +s.

Then wen trained to Lot 1, looked around and stuff, bought my frozen yogurt and went home.

Thats it, aha.

To _ & _ ,

I don't think you'll even read this but yeah. Mmm if you think I'm just using y'all then go ahead cos I know what I'm doing. You heard it from _, but, when she said that, we just fought and hated each other vvm. But now we're okay and you know what? I think the most important part in a friendship is trust. Seriously, trust is super fucking important. If we're really friends, no, sisters, then you'd trust me, but I guess you don't huh...........

RUISHYUAN YOU ROCK MY LIFE.

KEISHA YOU RULE MY LIFE.

TESSA YOU RUIN MY LIFE ♥ *I'm JK, JUSTT KIDDING*

thanks btw, for being honest with me.

yay.